Juliehasnofriends.

Editing my posts is kinda like editing my life.

It’s freeing.

I love it…

Because you probably think that I am heartbroken that  you won’t return my texts. In reality, you weren’t the only one I was interested in while coming home for the summer, and you were easily replaced. Boys like you are a dime a dozen. You are going nowhere in life, absolutely nowhere and I was probably your only chance to get out. I am a great gf. I motivate people to be the best that they can be. I have gotten guys to stop smoking, doing heavy drugs, and even helped get them jobs in times of struggle. I may not be the easiest person to get along with because I want everything my way, but if you really understand me, I can be the greatest thing to ever happen to you. 

I am also really picky, I can put on a front and accept any flaws until you really piss me off and then I will tell you how I really feel. I am flawed. I am far from perfect. I am me. I am not changing anytime soon. 

I am just really lucky that i’m pretty.

Yes, I am mad at you…

For endangering my life last night. You, were drunk, you drove way too fast, and every time I told you to slow down, you just told me to shut up. You puked in a gas station parking lot, and couldn’t even walk up the stairs to your front porch. I was scared. You told me you wouldn’t drink that much, and that you would take care of me… promises broken. 

Therefore, no I was not going to sit around and take care you all night, you deserved nothing from me after the way you carelessly acted. 

Trying to get my head straight.

I started writing in this text box my inner most thoughts and feelings, and then I realized that instead of complaining on Tumblr about my life, I am going to go and make it better. I don’t have a plan yet, but that’s life. 

I sit here with a smile on my face, because I know that no matter how much I could complain or whine about now, it’s not going to fix anything. 

Everyday is a new day, and it’s your choice if its going to be better or worse but it won’t be the same. JoePa taught me that. 

Sometimes people you may never meet will inspire you. It’s a beautiful thing how life works.